"We all want to explain ourselves. Nobody wants to be forgotten." -- Chuck Palahniuk. Diary A Novel
almost soaking in a (sickly) bittersweet feeling
June 25, 2006the whole idea is to achieve complete emotional detachment and to become objective. it’s my own simple rule. at least, that’s what i’m trying to abide by…
there are times when things start getting sour for me whenever i am put in a situation where emotions and mindgames complicate things.
okay, there are times when complicating things is fun… i am a master of complicating things. i can over-analyse and torture myself with my own mindgames and these are just fine ONLY IF I WANT THEM.
the after-3AM void
my sister accuses me of being a lousy storyteller. she told me several nights ago that i have no concept of plots at all.
hehehe. i can’t blame her. i even confuse myself whenever i have to recount an incident (fictional or otherwise) to someone else.
