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random and mutually exclusive sentiments

July 10, 2006

or so i pretend them to be.

or are they?

ahh. 

 

 

 

i still check my inbox to see if you’ve replied. so far, no peep.

of course, i’m still disappointed and i know your silence speaks more than words will ever convey. and with every passing day, a new sense of remorse towards you grows inside of me. i find this to be comforting since i find it more convenient to blame you than myself. i’ve had enough blaming myself for this. tama na yun. [no more self-pity shit as it’s so mid-90’s of me. haha.]

now, i am simply waiting for that day that you will no longer occupy the greater portion of my thoughts. please lang. pagod na ‘ko. pfft!

truth is:the only reason you remain lodged in my head is because i’ve let you grow into a habit. in retrospect, you’re like my addiction to nicotine. i can definitely live without it, but i choose to kill myself slowly with it. blah. nakasanayan na lang siguro kitang isipin.

[wow. another post created with you as the muse. kaya siguro ayoko humintong isipin ka kasi baka wala na akonng ibang mapagkuhanan ng emosyon. iba ang nagagawa ng hinagpis. ahahaha. hinagpis talaga. drama. char!]

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lalake ba siya? kase kung lalake siya pwede ko nang sabihin, "i can relate, kath, sobra." harhar

Posted by hanne at July 27, 2006, 8:06 am

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